Mineeeeeeeeee

today is such a boring day..
i didnt step out of the house, not even once..
it's so BORING, though someone actually asked me out for a 'walk'..
but, i really cant go out =(
FREAK MAN!
how i wish, i would have more time,

rest after that..and during weekends,

i can get out of the house and go somewhere peace and quiet to revise..

rather than staying at home chionging my work!

however, i dont think this will happen, HAHA..

anyway, i finished my tution work..

and i have no idea what sch work i have, haha..
played audi with zane and delano in the afternoon, quite cool
listening to songs all day long, it can never be bored for me =)
tomorrow is april fool, everyone please be ALERT..

don push me into the trap! i don wanna go in!

wad a day, i'm kinda tired lah..
as in tired with all those stupid stuffs, and stupid excuses..
i fail my emaths, huarrrrraayyy!??
i thin it's the 1st time im failing emaths bah, haha..
then poa was still okie bah, chinese was..wadeva..
then someone appeared and say that there's a spotcheck,
then the maddies were like oso shocked and hid our phones,
but in the end it's a false alarm..
geo, sian..still can concentrate abit bah..
and i see this 'pro' eating in class,
so big shot and yet never got caught, cool..
after sch got photo taking?
then blah blah blah..
starting of the training, the land guys kena scolding by ma'am o.O
then we continued with drills and promotion parade for partds
btw, CONGRATS TO ALL PART DS WHO GOT PROMOTED..
congrats congrats..
then during the training, there was quite a 'huge fight', haha
tyre: i bet with u, if i win u treat me swensons
mojo: haha, then if u lose u treat me burger king arh..
BURGER KING V.S SWENSONS..
guess which one will win..

obviously burgerking lah XD how can TYRE even win? HAHA!! X)

we shall see the result soon
then some sad news got into our ears, and we are like so damn sad lah..
had dinner with the clts, and air unit ppl, with some land guyss..
then went back home separately..
as usual, chat with mua ji for quite a time b4 going back home, haha..
im passin out soon, HUARRAAYY =)
i think that's all, im so tired..
TRA!~

what's wrong with u?

i won give up so easily, i will jiayou de! =)

hhhhhheeeeeyyyyyyyyyy..
last night was a nice one, fell asleep at 7plus, COOL =)
morning didnt meet up with ruiliang, cos im late..
lesson was kinda boring, so yah..
until pe, still okie lah..thn we have class photo taking..
then sharil do split, haha..
then boring boring boring, and assembly..
watched this opera, still okie lah..
the ppl in the hall shld show some respect by not laughing too loud..
heard that some lame ppl doing lame stuff..SO LAME..
i will totally side my fren, OBVIOUS..
went back after school, wad a boring day..
intend to stayed back and revise, but it seems like liang doesnt wanna stay..
so went back home..
i soooo happie that my com can play audi, YEAH!
got to finish my tution work and hmwk by today, damn..
wad a boring day! wadeva..
izzit me thinking too much? maybe im over-reacting..
that's all,
TRA!~

confused and distracted? no way..u sure?
are u sure it's out of topic?

cos i don and won believe that we can get of topics,

we are best frens, aint we..

how would this even happen, to BEST FRENS?

at times i would wan to go straight to u and ask,

what the hell happened to us?

but i just cant do it..

i will try, yes i will =)

C大调-张韶涵

我最爱的音乐会重复一百遍

每一次谈恋爱都成熟了一点

今天你打雷雨天我才不妥协

只要有地图我就敢冒险

甩甩我的头发自我的很明显

快乐随时存在拒绝浪费时间

把过去统统丢掉那条抛物线

我看见前方精彩的路线

我要我的世界口味最特别

感动加上调味就会很完美

我要我的直觉天天都新鲜

就算时间没变我还是最耀眼

甩甩我的头发自我的很明显

快乐随时存在拒绝浪费时间

把过去统统丢掉那条抛物线

我看见前方精彩的路线

我要我的世界口味最特别

感动加上调味就会很完美

我要我的直觉天天都新鲜

就算时间没变我还是最耀眼

woohoo, i suddenly love songs so mucchhhhhh, haha..
somehow was still okie with her today bah, haha!
physics is nothing much, i get to go back class quite late =)
i not going fancy drills liao! woohhooo! im so damn happie..
so i don't have to see those face, YEAHHH!
and have more time on studies, cool..
lessons was like boring as usual?
haha, i don't get wad the teacher is teaching for A and Emaths, haha..
after sch went to buy bubble tea with maddies and barry, together with matt jervy and tony
penny today told me the story of 'the haunted sch', freaky scary..
she say those sound effect those stuff, then ppl keep scaring me, super scared lah..
went back sch for ncc meeting, kinda taught the sec3s how to do r.o..
then after we slack like hell, and took pictures =) weeee..
im kinda proud to have my phone, cos i can see alot of ppl using =)
which means, it's famous, yeah! hahahaha..
i wan new songs!! give me lah! MEOWWW..
that's all, enjoy the pics =)
TRA!~

my singtel 3G calculator..see that cute yellow guy? mar give de =)

me and jinghui

the kids with izuan , latif and me..the headless abu, haha!

the whole familee..

kerwin, zane, ivan and me..my smile is so weird, but not retard okie! haha

today is, still fun..
during physic, same old thing..
but i tried to listen okie, and answered correctly wad mr chan asked me =)
hahaha! and i tried the qns, and somehow can do, haha..
amaths, suckkss..i still have doubts on that topic..
mother tongue was kinda boring, until ongkang start using the guniang face and stare at ppl..
super funny! i laughed like hell, muahaha..
english was also boring, cos me and barry was doing sudoku..
and there's this oral practice which i didnt do at all..
after sch had this eng lsp [optional]..
as i had an 'appointment', didnt stay for that lsp..
went study with my kor and ruiliang,
basically, i didnt really do much work, cos i was browsing through his phone, haha..
his phone have quite alot of funny stuff, studying with him is fun..
then met mrs lai awhile for poa qns..a slacky day..
intend to go stadium with him, but he have to take cab go..
so decided not to go with him le..
went to ntuc by bus instead, saw izuan and his dardar taking the bus we took..
of cos we chit chat and went to buy sushi together..
i just realised that malay can also eat sushi, cool =) haha
went back home and do hmwk, so freaking pissed with the maths qn, haha..
that's all for far, hope i can meet up frens more often to have grp studies =)
TRA!~

FCCCCCCCCCUUUUUUKKKKKK!
i dropped my phone, like 30minutes ago..
it's only 1mth, AND WHAT THE HELL!!
forget it, anyway i will buy my darling a nice lookin comfy phone pouch soon..
what a day, went to central with liang in the morning..
i have no idea paying by nets is so cool, though it's only 20bucks..
went kfc for breakfast/ lunch..
then got back home for tution in the afternoon..
and noww, doing hmwk =)..
this year, i must jiayou and work hard le..
i won lose to HER, who is always so hao lian, humph..
haha..so i will get some help when i need to, muahaha..
jiayou JO! can do it de =)
music will helps alot, and must focus!
cannot get distracted by other stuffs liao, jiayou! hehe..
TRA!~

MUSIC..

had a pair of swollen eyes in the morning..
well, supposed to go play badminton at 4 with yen and daniel..
but unfortunately, we cant book any court in tp, haha..
and im very, very bored..
i just don understand GIRLS and BOYS..
i know everyone is different..
why is there so much difference..
sometimes, i just don't get it,
and i would be thinkin, why and how can i tolerate until now o.O
after being frens for such a long time..isnt it weird??
i thought that, girls will always be alike,
and boys are always in this way..
however..after observing, everyone's character and thinking is totally different..
weird huh? that's why..i cant understand girls and boys, haha..
am i suppose to believe in fate? that we can actually meet and be friends?
strange enough, i don think i've used fate to be the reason why all ppl meet..
so i shall conclude, friends come in all kinds..
and..every single one is different??
with same character, that doesnt mean their friendship would last forever..
and different character, doesnt shows that either..
so what am i talking, i have no idea, haha..

i can play audi le! yeah! and couple with my son lalano, haha..

the club dance is quite fun, hahaha..

and i cant sing for a week, can u even imagine??

A WEEK! as marlie's present, oh goosshhh..
TRA!~

avoid all you want, i shall see how long u can stay in this way..

a brand new pencil from abu, a week ago

jo and daniel korkor =)

siwei [mua ji] and jo [lollipop]

omg, jo u are so zilian! X)

Cry on my shoulder - DSDS
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

today is totally not a good day..
when i say not good, it means no good..
but happie thing is..it's mar's birthday =)
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!!
soooo, lots of cases..
one by one makes my mood even more worse..
it's like, STOP ADDING FUEL INTO THE FIRE CAN!!
i donno why, and i donno what i can do..

first case, i won't say..

second case..im so sorrie that i cant go celebrate ur b'dae with you, mar..
but there is still the other five mah, i donno that i spoilt ur mood..
and you are sad about it, but i really really wanted to celebrate ur b'dae..
it's like, i donno when i can celebrate with you le lah, maybe five years ltr??
sorrie sorrie..
and, i donno what de hell..
i've finished my work, my tution work..
and i donno why i still cant go out loh..
'you last min rush, do finish ur work on time when you have requests'
it's like, i never finish my work you don let me go out..
now i finished my work, you also don let me go..
then what you want me do lah..if you don wan me to go out, JUST SAY LOH..

third case, freaking pissed during training..
i know the first case, affected my mood for the WHOLE DAY..
even during ncc lah, i think all the ppl can see that i got pissed very easily..
so it's like i really cnt control lah..and at that time i really wanna rest..
it's sort of the first time i so 'angry' about ncc stuff..
so yah, i apologised to him..but at least when i attitude him,
i still apologise to him at last, so it's settled =) not hurt feelings, hehe..
and there is still PLENTY of stuff that im not happie about..
just tell me how you feel when ppl bullshyts to you..
i swear, when i scold the sec3s, it's bcos i really think is not up to standard..
even though i have this angry look when im pissed,
THAT DOESNT MEANT THAT I WILL ATTITUDE THEM..
just when and where the hell i got punish my sec3s when im pissed with my own affair..
yes i do love to shout out when im pissed,
but that doesnt mean i shouted at them when i feel like it rite..
i do care about the sec3s, though i might not be SOOO caring..

4th, ermm..i donno leh, i don think have le bah..
maybe it's im pissed about myself, cos i cant control my feelings??
i know angry about own affairs during ncc is totally not a good thing..
but i tried to calm down, when so many ppl asked me to..
but when i see smth wrong in training, then i got so pissed, haha..
i will change, and control..if not will show that im improfessional mahh..
so yah..and at least there's some funny things during training..
i can see my delano son, air cadet, gets so..confused? when he lose the timing..
haha, very funny loh! i mean the way he like so kan chiong, haha..
so he's the dance-breaker, and im the singer..hahhaa..
be jealous! cos i can talk well and sing =))) jkjk!! haha
finally, i know the TRUUEEEE definition of BACKSTABBING..
so next time, if you were to use this word..make sure you know how to use it..
if not, you can ask me abt its meaning =)
and thanks to xiangyi, siwei, leeyen, izuan for after sch till after training..
hehe, i think that's it for today..
TRA!~

today is still fine, except this thing that keep bothering me..
im so happie and i talked to her again, yeah!
and we had quite alot of fun together..
penny! i punish you u talk to me every mintue in the future, haha..
lessons was boring, and im gonna fail my chem test, AGAIN!
looks like im have no fate with science afterall, haha..
i still cant find 'his bright light'..
just where the hell can i get that book, arghhhh..
poa was still okie bah, we had..few minutes early for recess?
ohh here is a funny thing..
it happened when me and bern was heading to the canteen, at the stairs..
then saw this pretty girl =) with this girl*
and that's what we say aloud in front of that girl*..
bern: haha jo, you know arh, sheepy* is so cute lah..[wink wink]
during geo, keep saying this harvesting thing..so funny loh..
jo: yah loh yah loh, he's so damn funny lah! hahaha..
while it doesnt really mean anything to u all, i guess..
but it's so funny and i kept laughing, haha!
okie, back to class..blah blah blah..
im happie to have..
PENNY, BARRY, MAR, BERN AND GLAD as my good frens..
i think if one of us has a problem,
the rest will put their head together and find a way out for the one, haha..
after sch went tpc with barry, penny and ruiliang..
oh yes, when waiting for the bus, found out something hilarious..
but i won't say, cos i would mocking the two of them..so yah =)
bought sushi at the ichiban sushi..and went old chang kee..
then penny and barry took bus, while me and liang walked back home..
came back home to watch 'shakugan no shana'..
it's animation, and not childish okie..
smth to do with romance, quite a nice show i think..
after that i would catch up with hana yori dango..
im so into japan shows now, hahahaha..
i will jiayou and focus on my studies de!
now with my frens around, i will have no worries =)
TRA!~

today is a sucky day, cos..i didnt talk much..
leeyen is right, if girls don't complain, they are totally not girls..
as for me, OBVIOUSLY I DO..
today we will talk about character..
if i were to change for someone, i'll make sure the person is worth it..
otherwise, i won't give a shyt and will ALWAYS attitude..
if i were to forgive and forget, while the rest are not..
WHY AM I SUPPOSE TO TAKE A STEP BACK..
when there is a need for me to shout and get angry..
trust me, i will do it..
if you ever want to blame people over stuffs..
SHOW SOME EVIDENCE, that's the basic rite? u can even learn from ss..
if not, BLAME YOURSELF..
you would think it's nothing much, it's bcos it doesnt affect you much..
but it's just not fair for me, GET IT?

3things that you must not do to girls..
- vent your anger on them
- force them to do the things they don't want to
- suddenly don't talk to them without explaining or any reason..

FCUKING STUFFSS, FCUKING REASONS, AND ALL ARE BULLSHYTS..
and why izzit all surrounding me? freaakkkkkkk..

i am not avoiding, if u have nothing to say, so do i..
you are complaining of being tired, what about me?
i don't think it would be fair for me,
if you were to say it's MY fault..

15.3.2007
fine day, i think..
the camp was organised by the alumni, so yah..
in four groups,
A- a square, anything anyhow
B- banzai
C- can
D- durex, [the most craziest name]
so yah, my grp have ard 13ppl
had circuit game, sticked with flour and water..
then 'scavaner' hunt, though abit cockup, but still quite fun lah..
then was havin field cooking, i mean eat maggie lah..
thank you suhau, the great cooker..
went to MacRitche for nightwalk..
at first after llistening to azura's thurs night, i freaked out can..
then zean was kinda scared too, i screamed when i know azura is behind me, haha..
i got cool and chill when i got that place where we assembly,
we didnt really see smth, so yah =)
but some did, so..yah..
then was a long long walk back to beatty, killing me can!

the most unhappie thing during the camp, there is this guy..

who LOVES saying BANZAI, his group name, and is soooo irritating..

and when we got back beatty from MacRiche, first word heard..

BANZAI! so idiot can, aarrggghhhh..
slept at 1plus, sec1 to sec3 sleep in tents, while sec4s went to the hall..

16.3.2007
morning 7.15 woke up, when we are suppose to fall in at 7.30..
so damn late, and we kena punished for 30push-ups..
at that time, im ultra buay song, then we have to do pt..
it's early in the morning, i felt like whacking someone..
then had extra lesson when the rest were having amazing race, SOBS!
and the alumni actually included the lunch as part of the game too..
blind lunch dating, cool man..i fed wee during that time..
then we set off and went to our next station..
we got back in the second place, yupps =)
had quite alot of fun, then was bbq..
the seniors have been bbq-ing and serving the juniors, we hardly get to eat..
and in the end, the winner grp among the four grps are...
A SQUARE!!! i think it's bcos of the amazing race, and we got first..weee!
intend to go for dinner, just only a number of ppl going, so the dinner was cancelled..
got back home and fell asleep..
end of camp..

17.3.2007
woke up early 7plus bcos of my phone,
penny asked me to go suppose yan, cos she going for the superstar..
my parents allowed, so yah..
went to find bern to return her bag, took 232 there with penny..
then took 238 back to central..
had another short tour in central before finding ruiliang, quite fun lah..
then went back home, blah blah..

today, boring!
nothing much, i finished my hmwk, yeah!
and get to use com, means now lah..so yahh..
enjoying in the moment..
that's all le..
TRA!~

lovee songssss!!!
lovee oinkz!!!
lovee maddies!!!
lovee...music!!!

im super very bored, so i will post again loh..
i have a atm card le, yyeeeaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
i was surpirsed to met mar and bern too..
and bought two cheapstake de trackpants..
after that went to find marlie with her friends at central cc with ruiliang..
did a little bit of hmwk, stupiddd..
it's quite fun doing hmwk with mar lah, cos she will crap alot..
then, went back home..for awhile..
and went to find bern for the gym bag..
it's super BIG, but just what i need =)
thanks bern!!
having a fun camp tmr, organised by alumni..
the truth is, i don really feel like going..
cause they actually say we organise the camp in the 1st place..
but the seniors wanna organise so ours are postponed to june..
i hope my mood will be better after going the camp..
MORE fun and MORE MORE fun, haha..
stupid maths lesson..mr chan don wan excuse us! arrghhhh..
praying damn hard that i can finish my homework =)

TO SOME IDIOTS OUT THERE:
YOU SCOLD PEOPLE BEING NOISY DURING A CAMPFIRE,
THEN PLS TELL ME WAD'S A CAMPFIRE FOR?
WHAT FOR INVITE PPL..
SO U EXPECT TOTAL SLIENCE DURING THE CAMPFIRE IZZIT?
THEN MAKE SURE THAT U DONT INVITE ANYONE..
AND U CAN SHOUT ALOUD AND ONLY HEAR UR VOICE..
IS THERE SMTH WRONG WITH UR BRAINSSSS?

TRA!~

*stop pushing me around, who do you think u are..
if u are going to treat me this way, dont be surprised when i scream at u oneday..
you can't force people what to do when they don't wan..
i do have my limits, i'm not as dumb as you thought!

ytd was quite fun lah, went for land and guides campfire..
i think among the cadets' skit, the first one was the nicest..
cause their skit have 'crazy dancing' while the rest, we cant hear what they're sayin..
the specialists' performance were nice too..
and the fire, 'best of all'..just light the corners of the woods, cool huh?
haha..i got enthu loh, i screamed all along..
until the seond skit performed, i'm damn tired and my throat is so pain..
so, yah..my sour plum kena assualted by the air guys, especially izuan..
and what he said was 'eat sour plum will make you enthu'
and he went crazy after that..MADDDDNNESSSSSS!
intend to go eat after campfire, but my 'darling' brother and me are kinda confused..
so we didnt go eat together..left me and liang, so we went home..
BORRIINGGG LOH! hahaha..
going out with to get my camping stuff done, i still short of track pants..
so, yah..i'm getting nervous..cos i haven finish my sch work, omggg..
and hor, my audi not bad hor..
zane, i challenge you to a audi showdown..??
well, that's all so far..
TRA!~

today is kinda bored, so far..

watched hana yori in the morning..

the owner uploaded the ep until 5, so i can only wait now..

found quite a number of songs, but it's japan songs..

i fell in love with HANA YORI DANGO, AND SONGSSS

haha, kinda stupid..but seriously in love with music now..

going out again couple of hours ltr, for land and guides campfire..

my dearly blur mua ji, loves! but next time dont last minute then say mah, aiyo..

i cant get my atm card, WHAT THE HELL..

intend to take a trip to the bank ltr..

HOWEVER, my ic is with my 'DEAR' brother..so, yah..

uploaded some pics and songs, enjoy =)

that's all,

TRA!~

LOVE my oinkz..

sunrise, taken in sch

it's getting nicer, isnt it =)

me with my sis, azura =)

me and buddie barry.

what a day..
today went out with barry, yen and penny, to the kbox..
first time going! woohoo!!
had quite alot of fun, i think
i guess yen was the one who sing the MOST..
when we were going to our room, we saw the sec5Ns ppl there too..
sang quite a number of songs, COOL =)
i shall go KBOX whenever im in freaking damn bad mood..
thanks my friends =) had fun =D
just when i got back home,
my dad told me that we're going place one more com on the living room..
cause my dad bought one, com? or wadeva thing..
so there happens to get a spare com..means for me lah..
so when im so happie, cause i can actually watch tv and play com at the same time..
someone was SO 'ANGRY' cause it's extra putting a com in the living room..
cant expect me to put in my room rite..cause i would never use it..
anyway, the final decision was to put it on the living room..
happie for me, YEAH! but to say in a better way,
it's im only in charge of playing and not to install of those computer stuff..
SO, when this another person asked me to ASSIST when i donno what the hell i can do..
what do you expect? i dont even know a single nut about electronic stuff..
and the first someone nagged and say stupid stuff..
do you think i will be happie, and agree with what they say?
NNOO, my brother might tolerate, BUT NOT ME CAN!
give me a break! so now im happily, watching tv and bloggin..
downloading my AUDI, huuaarrrrrayyyyy! =)
i will swallow my angry and vent them out when i can play audi =)

THREE GOOD ways to show your joys and sorrows, vent our your angry:

-SCREAM

-DANCE

-SING

that's all,
TRA!~

now is the time where im totally very BORED, haha..
saw this youtube clip from jisiang's blog ytd, SUPER FUNNY..
well recommended, worth to watch, cause it's a comedy..haha
found out that i 'lost' my emaths tys, how i do my hmwk??!!??
i don wan any scoldings, especially from mdm jeerah o.O
disappointed with my c.a, yupp, very disappointed =)
my phone casing is finally spoilt, very badly..
and i have to buy a new one tmr.. going do atm card, YES!
next time take cash don have to take bank book liao =))
going out tmr, i hope i can have alot of fun..
FREAK YOU, NOTHING TO DO IZZIT? MUST SAY ME ARH?
nothing much so far, im waiting for tmr, and tue..huaarrrayyy!!!!
cant wait to see how me, penny and barry cover our ears when yen singing o.O jkjk!
i will surely get those cheerleading equipment and cheer for you =)))
tell me wad's wrong being emo? haha..

after reading some blogs, i felt that..
LOVE IS SO SO SO SO BLIND,
such a HANDSOME guy will go steady with a B*
i feel so sad for the guy, cause i think he deserves a much better girl =)
maybe outsiders have no idea who the b* truly is bah,
so i shall care too much =)
so yah, LOVE IS BLIND..
but hope that LOVE can pair up more lovely couples,
and let the ultra flirts be out of love, muahahaha!..=))
that's all,
TRA!~

I WANNA WATCH HANA YORI DANGO!!!!!

i think the distance between us is gettin much more further,
maybe they are right, we are so alike but yet we still can be like this..
isnt it ridiculous? i donno what's wrong now..
i cant and dont even want to imagine what will happen..
hope we can get back like last time, cause I DO NEED YOU!

now is morning =) yeah!~ haha..
finally, it's march holiday!!!
however, i think my weekdays are totally occupied?
monday- going out
tue- [nite] land and guides campfire
wed- swimming??
thurs/fri- alumni camp
see, get what i mean? though it doesnt takes my whole day..
but all this means that i need to go out =.="
so i will be hearing someone nagging at me all day..
actually is since ytd..so, yah =)

ytd had been a 'wonderful' day..
i've got back my geo test, and i passed!!!!
though it's only 13/25, but this is the only test i passed so far!
very happie, overjoyed =))
i know my c.a is PATHETIC, but you don have to say im lousy EVERY SINGLE TIME

training..
partcs all changed to pt kit,
kena pumped by ma'am..
izuan and i were speechless, have nothing to say..
but after the 'scolding' they get, we start jokking with them..
so quite a good evening..
stayed until 7plus, for the campfire thing..
i was selected to go for simulator!
well, i tried calling the THREE, and only yen picked up my call..
THANK GOD! so i decided not to go X) ahahha
so yah..having camp, omg..
my phone's casing is badly damaged, sigh*
i finally totally understand what's emo! i think so, hahaha..
i think that's all so far =))
pray hard i can finish my work =)))))))))))))))
TRA!~

Love me for me - ashley tisdale
Verse 1:
I'm not the girl that you see in the magazine
Perfect face and perfect body
Never be anyone but the one I am, what I am
I can't bend to your expectations
Look to fulfill any fantasy
If what I am is what you need

Chorus:
Love me for me
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am
Love me for me
Or don't love me

Verse 2:
Don't think you're gonna change what's inside of me
Make me who you want me to be
Won't be someone I'm not
Somebody else, someone else
Love me with all my imperfections
Not for an image of your design
Love me for what you see inside

Chorus:
Love me for me (love me baby)
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no, no)
Love me for me (yeah, yeah)
And not for someone you wish that I could be
Cause what you get is what you see (What you see)
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)
Love me for me
Or don't love me

Bridge:
I'd never do anything to change you (to change you)
Or make you be anything than who you are (who you are)
All that I am is all that I can be
I love you for you
So love me for me

Love me for me (Yeah, Yeah)
Or don't love me...

Chorus
Love me for me
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)
Love me for me (love me)
And not for someone you wish that I could be
Cause what you get is what you see (Is what you see)
So love me for me
Or don't love me
Love me for me
Or don't love me

today is such a WONDERFUL day, and im seriously serious =)
cause,i never get angry! i think so..
morning was okie..
pe was so fun! mdm heng rocks!~ haha..
taught us long jump, she actually made a deal with the girls,
cause we doesnt wan to jump in front of the guys,
somemore they sit and are just in front of us..
so she dismissed the class and the girls stayed to jump at least once,
nice right? better than someone else can le =)) hahaha..
then other subj still okie bah..
then when it comes to assembly, woottt..
saw b* dancing? her dancing not bad,
but she danced until very seducing, so yuppp..
having training tmr, OMG..

and yah, read carefully..

***BARRY WILL ALWAYS BE MY GOOD-CLOSE-BEST FRIEND..

this is the proof =) to show we will be friends forever..

nothing will affect our friendship lah..i promise! so, yah..

but..PENNY IS STILL MY BESTIE FRIEND X)))

sweet right? well, i shall not say anything 'disgusting' things to praise myself, haha..

found this song, it's out for quite a long time le bah, out in 2003 =.="

but as long it's nice song, people will appreciate it =)

and i think the chorus is nice..so, yah..

good song for couples, haha..

can't wait for saturday =) Hana Yori dango..

that's all,

TRA!~

*i don't tell you doesnt mean i don't treat you as friend anymore, and this also doesn't mean that i'm hiding everything from you..

进行式 (萧亚轩/胡彦斌)
(男)听起来都是些小事情
在生活中积累成情趣
你的眼睛和你说话的语气
催眠般让我目不转睛
(女)对我来说都是大事情
随著日子点滴成默契
你的举手和你投足言语
催眠般让我目不转睛

(女)因为遇见你那天起
(男)生命开始更加有趣
(女)就连呼吸的气体
(男)都有幸福的动力
(女)因为我已经肯定
(男)要的伴侣就是你
(合)这决定应该叫爱情

(合)听著时间的声音像一首旋律
是你和我写的爱情主题曲
看著时间的进行像某种频率
是你和我越来越好的相处的默契

(男)如果掉眼泪是被允许
都是因为快乐的关系
握著我的手你依恋的表情
总可以瓦解我保留的心
(女)有一种欲言又止的表情
都是因为感动的关系
握著你的手往前走去
我有种风雨无阻的决心

it has been a boring day,
but, i almost cried during ss class..
STUPID SS TEST, SUCKS TO THE CORE..
gave me a 4 OUT OF 12, and expect me to listen?
so when im trying to understand what she's saying,
she is talking RUBBISH and freakie long-winded..
she don't even let me go out for 5sec, JUST TO GET A PAPER from my junior..
and what izzit gonna do with me paying attention in class?
NOTHING LOH! I HATE HERRRR!!!!!!!!!
that's the most angry part of the day, i think..
the maddies have been sticking with their storybooks all along, except me lah..
cause, i just cant understand what the book is trying to say..so, yah =)
stupid marlie told me there's a wad long face ghost in the toilet,
make me don feel like going, but bern accompanied me afterall..
so when we are halfway ready to go out of the washroom..
marlie and penny came and scared us, it was so damn AHHHH! haha..
went to kfc with liang, barry and mar for lunch..
i think we spent like 30min just to wait for each other b4 we leave the sch, haha
having a fun time with them, cause they are so..funny? or shld i say lame?
i don't dare to show my dad my maths results,
cos only border-line passin marks, wad m i gonna do??!!??!!
that's all,
TRA!~

ATTENTION to people who LOVES insulting aka suan-ing,
please don aim your target as me,
cos im hate insulting/ suan-ing, and dislike people to suan others..
but u were to SUAN me, you are going to be in such a big trouble..
i won stop insulting if i can..muahahaha!

cant wait for saturday! =))

Planetarium
Yuuzukiyo kaodasu kieteku kodomo no koe
Tooku tooku kono sora no dakoka ni kimi wa irundarou
Natsu no owari ni futari de nuke dashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
Ano seiza nandaka oboeteru?

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimi no tokoro e imasugu kakedashite ikitai yo
Makkura de nanimo mienai kowakutemo daijoubu
Kazoe kirenai hoshizora ga imamo zutto kokoni arundayo
Nakanaiyo mukashi kimi to mita kireina sora datta kara

Ano michi made hibiku kutsu no oto ga mimi ni nokoru
Ookina jibun no kage wo mitsumete omounodeshou
Chittomo kawaranai hazu nanoni setsunai kimochi fukurande ku
Donnani omottatte kimi wa mou inai

Ikitai yo kimi no sobani chiisakutemo chiisakutemo
Ichiban ni kimi ga sukidayo tsuyoku irareru
Negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakanai yo todoku darou kirei na sorani

Aenakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo misetainda
Ano kaori to tomoni hanabi ga patto hiraku

Ikitaiyo kimino tokoro e chiisana te wo nigiri shimete
Nakitaiyo sorewa sorewa kirei na sora datta
Negai wo nagare boshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakitai yo todokanai omoi wo kono sora ni

today was still okie,
im suddenly so into hmwk after chinese..
then when it's english class,
miss james 'took' my chinese book away when we are suppose to read newspaper..
yangyang! please lah! aiyo..
went library after sch, with bern, ruiliang and xiangyi..
then borrowed this book recommended by bern..
but i thought of borrowing 'his bright light', however the sch doesnt have this book..
so i will try my luck at the tp library..soon..
went for lunch at mac with liang..
has been a long time i eat mac can! haha..
read the storybook when i got home..
i have no idea what the book is saying, fell alseep awhile ltr..
woke up just 'in time' to watch DOA with my bro..
well, what can i still say..

I MISS METEOR GARDEN [jap verision] cant wait for saturday =)

normal day, but kinda boring..
TRA!~

*when u decide to do something, DON REGRET after that..
*you might think it's nothing, but IM CONCERN..

decided to change another song,
but i still love 'just so you know'!
well, this song is from the jap version of meteor garden..
at channel56 every sat at 9pm..
the show is damn cool can!! love this song =))
so my advice is to watch this show, cause it's very nice..
was having tution in the morning, so boring..
intend to watch 'she's the man',
however, i donno what's wrong,
that i cnt watch..so nvm..
smth wrong with the song? it's like keep pausing..
so irritating, i feel like throwing the computer on the floor =))
i can't start my hmwk, cause i donno wad hmwk i have..
oh yah, ytd was fun..
i think i've learnt how to make tangyuan,
starting with the flour lehh,
meaning add water by our own =)) haha
so funn lah, but sometimes me and liang felt that the tangyuan is kinda tasteless..
but i will improve de =))
so yahh, next time i might be able to cook the best tangyuan ever! [ lame]
here are some pics took few days ago and ytd =))..

bern, me and marlie

us again, and barry

me and barry

marlie and me

me and ruiliang

me and yangyang

the tangyuan

nice colour huh =)

the results of HARD WORK..

haha, ruiliang =)

tangyuan!

so yes, that's all..nice colour rite? haha =) TRA!~

**if you are just walking pass, i wont care.. if you want to stay, make sure you don't leave me without any reason.. but if you were to walk into my life and fool around, I DON NEED YOU AT ALL.. so why don you LEAVE ME ALONE, AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

was having captains' ball ytd,
it was raining heavily in the afternoon..
when we played with e2, i think..our intention was to play in the rain..
however mr chan asked us to play in the hall..so, yah..
anyway we play with e1 and e2, and we lost both match =)
haha, anyway all's friendly match, so wad for make a fuss of it when we lost..
then had my ncc training straight after the match..
it was a tired day..slept at 8plus last night..

still kinda tired now, though i slept for..12hours..
im super bored, and busy at the same time..
cause i haven started any of my hmwk..
and im going to meet ruiliang ltr to buy ingredients to make tangyuan..
yes! im gonna fulfil one of my wishes!
i think that's all for now,
TRA!~

i know im attitude-ing this few days,
but i also think that i won attitude for NOTHING..

it was kinda nice day, raining all the way, haha..
ytd's one more exciting..so, yah =))
smth happened when i was having english lesson,
cos we were assigned to do compre during the 1hour..
the class was like, total silence..
all of the sudden, my phone just rang, someone msg me..
and wad's the unluckily thing? it was i didnt turn on silent mode =.="
so yah..mar say she 'never' heard any sound,
but she thinks the whole class heard that..
so..OMG!~ miss james asked me to hand over my phone,
my new phone got confiscated after three days in sch, cool rite?
haha, but she asked me after sch go find her..
fortunately, she gave me back my phone..HUAARRAYY!!
dear miss james, i won put you in a hard position,
i promise this won happen again!!! haha

today's pe was SO DAMN FUN,
cause we have a NEW pe teacher, YES!
and we got A REAL pe lesson..
stretching and warm up, so damn tiring..haha
then got back my emaths test, *CRY*
i only got 9/15, WAH LAO EH!!!
the last qn was totally a careless mistake, SIGH*
then im still so angry about some issues, but i won say..
now it's so boring with no new songs to listen..

friends have been asking me out for the holidays and stuffs,
i think i wanna go, but i somehow don feel like going..
can you imagine a girl who always wanted to go out, actually say wanna stay at home? yes, that's the way for now, omg can u even believe it..
maybe it's bcos of the progress report card that im worried about..
so damn afraid that i would kena scolding if i only..
pass 4 out of 9subj?
you can see the washroom flooded with my tears if i get this kind of results
haha, i flunked my ss, chem, phy, geo, eng[maybe] so far..i think..
i don think the sentence:
' jolinda, im worried for your results now, buck up can', will help AT ALL..
cause i donno why the more people say i shld buck up,
the more i would feel like shouting back at them, 'IM TRYING!'
i thought of studying at this point of time..
but this word 'lazy' have been pestering me for such a long time..
can't shake it off, oh my gosh, please help me can!
i don't wan to be in the retaining list..SOBS!

having captains' ball match tmr, with 4e1 and e2..OMG! HELP!
please please dont play rough hor, if u make me pissed..
i can assure u will lie on the ground when i 'accidentally' hit you, haha
wish 4n1 lucks lucks lucks!
that's all le bah,
TRA!~

to oinkz: farting only works for you, no effects on me X)) plus i don wan to FART loh, haha..
to BARRY: rmb to speak chinese when you are talking to ME =)
to WAhaha: erm, SECRET!! dont tell anyone kay, i TRUST you X) haha