Mineeeeeeeeee

my day was fcuking bad today.
1st, my phone got confiscated.
then, i got ps-ed, AGAIN.
so yes, after awhile im okay,
but after i made this phone call,
im damn angry again.
anyway, lyrics of nice songs =)
enjoy.

I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY - Gabriella and Troy
[Gabriella]
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps gettin in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I
Gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Chours:]
We might find our place in this

World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

[Troy]
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

[Gabriella]
What about trust?

[Troy]
You know I never wanted to hurt you

[Gabriella]
what about me?

[Troy]
What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

[Troy]
I'll miss you

[Gabriella]
So
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Troy]
I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now

[Troy]
I want you to stay

[Gabriella]
I gotta go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy]
What about us?

[Gabriella]
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[Troy]
I'm trying to understand

[Gabriella]
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

T-Shirt - Shontelle Layne
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause,
I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and,
now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and
I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

and yes, finally i can blog this article.
thanks to JIANFAN, my ncc friend.
i read this in his blog, which i find it meaningful lah.
but yah, im still a free-thinker, hah.
p.s the sentences that were underlined are the ones i particularly find them nice.

By T. D. Jakes

there are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. “For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...... LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains, LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth, LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you, LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge, LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction, LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents, LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude, LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better, LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him, LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship, LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves, LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed, LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to, LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2007!!!
LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left.
Think about it, and then…
LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

yeah, let's talk about friday.
cause it was a busy day for me.
had chi until 2, and went buy bubble tea with dear =)
so she suggested we shld go visit sooooophia,
i agreed, and we bought one sunflower for her, HAH.
and it took us..ard 1hr to go ttsh? hah.
then we chit chatted with sophia awhile,
started taking pics, hah then dear start to zi liiannnn.
and i need to rush back home cause am meeting huisi for night study.
met her at tpc and walked to sch.
damn that dm, didnt allow us to wear slippers in.
so what we do? climb the fences!
yupp, got me huisi siwei and yenchoo.
poor huisi broke one of her toe nails.
then talked to ms james, blah blah blah until 9.
went back tpc and buy bubble tea,
walked with her to courts and went back home.
lastly, oreo cappuccino rulessss!
now, enjoy the pics =)

my new slippers, purple =D

and my new candy machine!

OUT WITH LIANG. AT MOS ON WED.

look at this.

and this! spot any differences? hah

cuteeeee!

this one too!!

ehh, yeah this is cute, i think.

a present we bought for my dad =)

OUT WITH DEAR, TO GO VISIT SOPHIA.

yeah, her bag and back. nice right =D

my ugly specs with the sunflower

soooophiaaaaaa

me and sophia =)

xiangyi, sophia, me

haha, i donno what's she doing

me! tying my hair.

ENDDD.

firstly, i have smth to announce
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MR DAVE YOW, DAD!!
my oldie dad, how can i describe him...
well he's cute =D my type =)
yeah, he play guitar, rocker man.
but at times he's kinda blur =S
oopps, but yah, and i know he LOVES me!
i love whenever he tells me smth about, life.
then love the way he goes 'crazy' at home, hah.
so yeah, i love my oldie rocker dad.

as for today, STUPID DAY.
cause of knowing barry this kind of guy...
kidding! i say kidding right.
i meant like penny....
jokkin! oh cmon.
and like bern....
okay that's really just for laughter.
anyway, crazy day.
starting from the day i stepped into my class,
and barry was giving that 'stupid' face as a comment for my bag.
then bern asking alot of qns about that bag.
lastly penny with that 'are you sure this is ur bag, dont lie!'
bern with her 'could anyone be so kind to spare me a piece of foolscap?'
irritates the few of us.
and penny over there 'jooooooooooo' for fun.
yeahh, then recess.
SO FREAKING OMG GROSS.
and that freaking barry start hitting my head for no reason.
im so great i have witnesses.
then chased me here and there for nothing?
oh crap, that's so nonsense right =.=
after recess they went crazy again, for like i donno why.
supposed to find mrs lim and study chem,
unfortunately she's not in sch, i think.
so accompanied bern take bus and went tpc buy tangyuan.
got back home and watch wu di shan bao mei.
the brother is so damn cute lah, hah.
so yeah, im wanna continue watch my show.

爱不疚 - 林峰
收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

no worries, i will forget you one day =)